Sunday, January 02, 2005
well.. i realise i'm gettin more n more sensitive liao le.. nt e' usual wanfern liao.. omg omg... i shld stop all dis.. i hv e' feelin of killin myself.. bt i juz dun hv e' courage... thinkin of ur love one.. haiz... gave up in e' end...
was clearin my drawers.. *memories* read all e' letters my baobei, my bro.. my frenz.. blah blah... wrote to me.. *memories* life has to go on...
felt so loneli suddenli.. i swear.. was thinkin abt wat happened last yr...
started to find out some ppl's chara out there..
realise i'm poor in everithg.. everi little thg..
poor in handlin relationship prob.. frenships n bgr...
i cant find ani care n concern fr ppl out there..
bt still.. i think on e' brighter side..
maybe they r stress out by their sch wrk..
maybe they r nt in their mood..
maybe this.. maybe tt... well.. everithg had past.. hope 2005 will be a better yr...
end of e' sad sad stuff.. cuz 2005 gonna be a happi yr rite.. :p
22 daes to my b'dae.. *countin down to my b'da sia.. haha..*
argh.. realise i haven do a lot of thgs.. esp.. I HAVEN BOOK MY BBQ PIT!! wahaha.. :p watever.. not in a hurry.. i'm nt excited at all actualli..
~dis sat gotta att my bro-in-law's 21st bdae..
~next sat gotta att my mummy's b'dae dinner..
~n e' followin sat.. it's my b'dae celebration.. woo~Hoo~ -_-
~fernny~ stay happi n cheerful in order nt to be OLD!!! haha.. :p
caught a falling star @ 10:05 PM